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Passing Statements

It's funny how the grouchiest girls in school have the sweetest smiles and poutiest lips on Facebook.

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I feel like my blog has become full of nothing but rants.

But here I am ranting again:

I MISS PLAYING THE VIOLIN OKAY. DO YOU GET IT?

I SWEAR. AFTER DEBATES IS OVER. AFTER COMMON TEST IS OVER. I AM GOING FOR LESSONS YOU HEAR ME.

Laugh if you must. They always do.

All the framed, different poses of places I'll soon forget

it's funny how last march i felt the kick of going back to singapore. i felt like there would be so many more things for me to do/see/experience. strangely, this time around i feel different. i feel more dread than anything going back there other than a constant flow of work, work and more work. not that work is bad. work is good and so is the new found discipline i'm learning to conform to.

but all that cleverly marked out, well-planned country is actually a place that kills more than cultures. because being there is like having the life of you of every single waking moment being sucked dry. everything is so planned, so structured to the point that sometimes i feel like this robot being told what to do, where to move, how to do. and as a result of that the window to think, to create remains small, dimishing in size as the year progresses on.

you see, the minutes go by so fast. i know my time in singapore will be short: six months have gone by in a flash! so that leaves me with about one and a half years left to complete JC - i have no real intention on going to university here (but see, this also depends on circumstances).

anyway, despite things moving at lightspeed, i cannot recollect what i've been spending my time on. what have i done in the past six months that really meant something? almost nothing. i keep measuring things to those glorious days back in MGS, using things like YE days as yardsticks as to how school or how time i spent meant. problem is, nothing in singapore measures up.

i need to change things when i get back there. if not i'll forever be stuck in some self-inflicted, ruckus. i need to believe again. i need to live. i need to be Jordan.

Anger Post

I AM INSANELY JEALOUS, UPSET AND ANGRY.

FUCK THE WORLD.

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Things that annoy me:

1. Super cheena chi-eds. Totally unrefined way of speaking/thinking.

2. Lalas. 'Nuff said.

3. TNB - WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU GUYS? CUT ELECTRICITY SUPPLY WHOLE DAY ONLY!!!

4. My flabs - i swear i am going to lose this extra fat!!!

5. People on Facebook who don't put their real pictures as their primary profile, add me and never bother replying when I ask "And you are...?"

6. Streamyx - why so slow? :(

7. Falling sick when on holiday. I'm sick now. Cough and cold. Just my luck.

8. Aunties from Baby Boom Generation who like to gossip.

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and i'm giving this huge apology in advance to everyone i'm supposed to meet up with this round but can't because of time constraint. if it weren't for me feeling sick-ish right now i would be up and about. but for some reason the weather has been extremely horrible as it's made my nose go funny and my throat feel really bad. but then again it's not really a holiday for me. i should be studying for Common Test (stupid mid-year that contributes to 20% to my final grade)! i hate this. my mom thinks i spend too much time meeting up with people which is why today i am stuck at home. otherwise i'd be galavanting around gurney or something (crap to think that i spent every weekend before spm there).

oh mannnn. i'm not even going to bother to type in proper grammar/english/spelling here.

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thank you.

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Ridiculous

THIS IS TOTALLY RIDICULOUS!!!!!!

I find it totally preposterous that the ministers are actually oblivious about status quo. It's about time they actually did something. It's not that they don't teach grammar in school. Textbooks actually have some stuff about grammar but do teachers actually teach?

HAH. Dumb dumb.